Well, blogger-ites, its been a while, and a TON has changed, so allow me to bring you up to speed.
In its continuing downward spiral, my life hit yet another extra steep incline when one... ya know, I had his name all typed out, but then I decided I'm not going to lower myself to naming names... lets just call him the dude my mom married... anyway, the dude my mom married decided he'd had enough with me using his precious phone lines to get on the internet. So what did he do to resolve this? He bounded down the stairs, stormed into my room, and screams something to the effect of how I'm a "fucking failure!" I'd "never amount to anything!" all I do is sit on my "ass in front of the fucking computer and tie up his fucking phone lines!" I'm ruining "his and my mom's fucking lives!" and a bunch of other uplifting stuff. So what'd I do? I calmly took it all in and left the house.
Forever.
I'm now currently living at my sister's house. My room's a bit more cramped, but muuuuch better. I've got the computer back in my room WITH cable modem, so no more tying up any "fucking phone lines." and along with the cable modem comes cable TV. I also no longer have to live with the bitching and shouting that came with living with my mom and that guy, and am basically free to come and go as I please here, no matter the time of day. Its like staying in an apartment.... for free!
Soooo... why aren't I happy yet? Oh, wait, maybe its cause my mom's still with El Diablo. Maybe its cause now I feel like I abandoned her, but at the same time, there's no chance in hell I'm ever going back there. Maybe its cause whenever my mom talks to me on the phone now, she ends up crying, cause the last kid she had left got chased away by said Diablo.
Oh, yeah, it could be all that other crap that's still bothering me.. oh, add that to the fact that I really hate all my classes this semester, and would be shocked as hell if I didn't fail one of them.
Life sure got real fun, real fast.
Oh, and to top it all off, guess what else I just noticed... today's the eleventh...
Stupid Christmas Break... that's where this all started... I wish it had never come.
In its continuing downward spiral, my life hit yet another extra steep incline when one... ya know, I had his name all typed out, but then I decided I'm not going to lower myself to naming names... lets just call him the dude my mom married... anyway, the dude my mom married decided he'd had enough with me using his precious phone lines to get on the internet. So what did he do to resolve this? He bounded down the stairs, stormed into my room, and screams something to the effect of how I'm a "fucking failure!" I'd "never amount to anything!" all I do is sit on my "ass in front of the fucking computer and tie up his fucking phone lines!" I'm ruining "his and my mom's fucking lives!" and a bunch of other uplifting stuff. So what'd I do? I calmly took it all in and left the house.
Forever.
I'm now currently living at my sister's house. My room's a bit more cramped, but muuuuch better. I've got the computer back in my room WITH cable modem, so no more tying up any "fucking phone lines." and along with the cable modem comes cable TV. I also no longer have to live with the bitching and shouting that came with living with my mom and that guy, and am basically free to come and go as I please here, no matter the time of day. Its like staying in an apartment.... for free!
Soooo... why aren't I happy yet? Oh, wait, maybe its cause my mom's still with El Diablo. Maybe its cause now I feel like I abandoned her, but at the same time, there's no chance in hell I'm ever going back there. Maybe its cause whenever my mom talks to me on the phone now, she ends up crying, cause the last kid she had left got chased away by said Diablo.
Oh, yeah, it could be all that other crap that's still bothering me.. oh, add that to the fact that I really hate all my classes this semester, and would be shocked as hell if I didn't fail one of them.
Life sure got real fun, real fast.
Oh, and to top it all off, guess what else I just noticed... today's the eleventh...
Stupid Christmas Break... that's where this all started... I wish it had never come.
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