I give up.

Yup, I've decided to give up. To surrendor. To run up the white flag, if you will. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of struggling to make things better, of spending all this time and energy overcoming obstacles, only to find that they were just blocking bigger and more difficult obstacles. I'm tired of running in a giant hamster wheel. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep, and making myself sick, because my heart hurts so much. I'm tired of caring.

So I'm not going to, anymore.

I'm done with it. I'm done with emotions. They're just misguided and wrong anyway. Well, mine are at least.

Love is stupid. It kills. It turns lives upside down, and inside out. Its completely killed me, and brought me back to life as this brooding, unhappy, mess. Hate does the same thing. The two most powerful emotions. And all they do is hurt people.

I'm done caring about anything. I'm just done. Finished. Over.

I submit my will to fate. You hear that, fate? You win. I lose. Congrats.

Have a nice day.