Ya know, its funny. Something happened to day that I originally thought, if it happened, it would utterly devestate me. And, granted, it has gotten me pretty bummed. But, its not that awful, hopeless kinda bummed I'd been previously feeling for so long.

Which makes me realize that there's hope for myself! I think the nasty depression really HAS gone away.

See... Lauren and I had a discussion today. And she said, basically, she's not ready for a relationship. And I'd always imagined myself being really crushed if she said that... but I'm not. In fact, I'm pretty okay with that. I can handle just being friends with her. I can also handle just not being in a relationship for a while, a prospect which, up until recently, has been haunting me since the end of my junior year of high school. Being single! Gasp!

I don't know exactly what fixed everything, but I really don't care. The point is, everything just feels right now.

Well, I'm gonna go... place. Anna supposedly wants to hang out tonight, and maybe Danno, too, so, I'm gonna see what's shakin' on that front.

Rock on, mia muchachos and muchachas!